Tuesday, March 27, 2007

If caring = Kapo/busybody then love would be equals to irritation.

Hell long have i blogged and many things had happen will summarise it.

An A for my industrial attachment, that greatly pulls up my GPA to 3.053... (Glimes of hope to enter local Uni?)
I was really hopping for this result as I felt that I indeed put in alot of effort. That day I screw up my final presentation, I was really down... but at the day I know my results, I could not sleep the entire night.

What have I been doing?
God, that question is something I want to know too.
Been sleeping and playing games all day long, pratically 24/7 rotting my life away.
My life is a mess.. cause my body can no longer tell the difference between morning and night time.
It gets tired at about 6-7am and wakes up at about 1-3pm. it is super screwed up.

Currently awaiting for NS, no one will want to hire a temp staff like me. So I am jobless with no income.

Dinner and Dance...
It was a memorial night, as it was the first time I ever experience such a event of my own reasons..(dun think anyone can understand >.<)

The MC is lame, the games are lame, food is good but very few chances to eat due to time constrain. But it was fun as it was the final gathering for my poly life.
I won a passport size photo frame which is pink in colour that says "I love you 4ever" and it cost $1.95.
They did not even bother to take out the price tags.

People from my course side barely less than 20 people attended while the other side had over 60+ so that night we were pratically overwhelmed.
I was really surprise that night, for the past 3 years I did not realise there were handful of really pretty girls over at the other side until then. ( haha... may I am so blind I did not see them before...)

After the event we went Kbox to sing as it been a while we all had sing together. I really love singing, no matter if it is chinese songs or english songs but I had a few serious problems.
First of all, when singing chinese songs, I at time could not read the characters thus I duno how to pronounce it.
Then again, when choosing songs... I know alot of songs but I do not know the songs titles or sang by which artise thus I could not pick my songs.
Lastly, I really hopped my voice do not sound terrible as to torture those that is in the room with me cause I really could never hear my voice.
That night was the first time I drank beer and sang at them same time, gosh it is really work wonders as it really clears up my throat. (But I still hope I did not sound too bad)

Dreams...
My dream are getting more real each day...
I always thought dreams are related do what we do in the day... But it seems so real, so nice but at times also very sad...

It could be so realistic that I wake up really sad... Or I never wish I never want to wake up cause it is the only time I get to see her...

Though mostly I wake up not knowing what I dreamt about.. It is really the factor in making my day a happy one or a sad one.

Controlling dreams is one freaking fun think to do...

I am dreaming...

I am writing this post cause the server of JX2 is down and it will be back up in 4mins time there for ciaoz...


If I only I have a time machine, I could have kept my weather machine...


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